[#BettaFish] The Blue Eye “Neelakannan” My First Pet Ever

In case if any of you wondering why I am not talking or posting about “Neelakannan” the #BettaFish and worrying about him… [OK, let’s cut the crap and back to reality, I knew none of you would have thought the way I said above] he is at his OWN world now.

Since I broke his expensive aquarium (lol, only $7); I couldn’t witness his pain in small FIFA word glass cup. I took full responsibility of his pain. So, I decided to clear my sin.

I gave him the FREEDOM he ever needed. I drove him to my hometown on past #Deepavali2017 and released him in Perak’s longest river called #KintaRiver at #Perak.

I don’t know where he is now and what he will be doing right now. But, I wish him safe and happy life ever after.

At times, I felt that he had chosen me to gain his freedom. Initially, I have selected different fish but somehow I picked him to pay.

I always had this sadness inside me to bring him to my workstation. That supposed to be the original plan. I thought he will be alone and lonely at night after working hours. I thought none will be there to feed him on weekend and he had to hold his hunger until Monday.

I felt responsible when I feed him excessively. I felt guilty conscience when I forgot to feed him.

Having a pet is a commitment. It’s a responsibility. YES. It is. I salute all of you who are having a pet.

Even though, he lived only less than 30 days with me; I truly miss him. I used to watch and admire him at evenings under the sun rays. It’s evening now and I miss you.

Bye Bye #Neelakannan

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